Sometimes when I am being victimized by my own adhd, i am, what you call a “scroller”.
I scroll through humanities inanities and at the end of the day, I think about an asteroid destroying and consuming all of the human race and planet and destroying the world.
Of course in this fantasy I am consumed as well but this does not unsettle me. Instead I keep laughing at the thought of this happening and I will laugh to myself for many minutes. Some people in the room will ask me why I am laughing, but i simply cannot tell them why. Anyone else find themselves feeling adhd and feeling this fantasy as well?