I used to eat meat, but each day it started to grind on my soul. The grit and cartilage of the meat started to disgust me and started to make me feel unevolved. I realized eating meat did not make me happy and that I preferred the taste of certain non-meats. I call this, the joy of soi.
I will not lie, certain soi meats taste like crap. But it tastes good if you mixed it with eggs like a breakfast burrito, putting on Frank’s red hot sauce. There are also some vegetarian meats not made with soi, that taste very good. And there is a special brand of jerky that tastes very good. I used to eat fish jerky (fish candy) with fish sushi, but I had too much guilt, so I moved over to soi jerky and am very happy and content, I am actually addicted to the soi jerky and want to eat 3, maybe 4 bags worth.
I call this the joi of soi. soi has enhanced my spiritual development, it makes me feel more deep, emotional, and one with the universe. After soi I keep having very rich and exciting dreams. soi has helped me to meditate and reflect on things with more honesty. I see the world as it is, a dystopia with the possibility of a utopia. I look down on archetecture that doesn’t have harmonious feng shui, the Japanese have been eating soi for centuries, creating a harmony. This is a disharmonious world, the world is turning far too masculine, most of the immigrants pouring into the UK are harsh men, the world is losing its sacred energies which create a greater society. I realize now the absurdity of a world where beautiful, hot women roam the streets showing their beauty, a beuaty most males will never be able to touch. I admit it for what it is, a tyranny against the spirit and unfair to all males. soi has reinforced my belief that all beings need love, joy, and affection in this world.